He’s now staring at me…
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bakit ngayon pa??
I really love Russeffe but how about … Joshua? 😥 magagalit yun sakin…
“Aless… please” said Russeffe
ano ba Joshua! ganon nalang ba yun?? don’t leave me here!!
“I love you” said russeffe
lumingon ulit ako sa direksyon ni Joshua na naabutan ko pang napatigil kanina….
You hear him Joshua…
save me please :'(( without you I’m a damn in front of this guy!
*tears*
“sorry Russ” then I found my self looking for Joshua…
Joshua!
Joshua oo na alam ko hindi ko sya kayang harapin ng wala ka!!
hindi ko sya kayang kalimutan ng wala ka!!
“*sob* Joshua!!!” I screamed as he stopped walking
lumapit ako sakanya…
“sorry…” I started
without expression he wipe my tears ,my teary eyes…
“Just for a damn rebound Aless… para matapos na ‘to…” then he give me a verry deep breathe
“you’ll never moving on if you still care aless” he continued.
then…
his lips pressed on mine…
on mine… it was really on my lips….
his lips were too good…
Damn kiss is that!
I admitted i am being addicted to his lips
“j-Joshua” I said between our kisses then he stop kissing and then he hug me smack.
“Aless i-I can’t believe you were kissin’ like that?… a slut?” said russeffe. at ha lata sa mga mukha nya na hindi sya makapaniwala..
eto nanaman yung luha ko nangingilid nanaman!
ano ba tumago ka naman!!
Joshua’s hands were in fist…
what did he wan’t to say ??
then in just a thunder Russeffe’s lips were comes to bleed?
The heck! what did he have just done?!
“she’s the one who should told that to you… bastard” said Joshua
he’s really mad…
hindi ko alam kung tutulungan ko ba si Russeffe o ano? pero etong katawan ko sobrang natataranta hindi na malam kung ano na ba status. Sobrang bilis kasi ng pangyayari… I can’t believe Joshua has a side like this…
“Aless come on” saka ako hinigit ni Joshua ng walang pakundangan…
Sa sobrang higpit ng hawak nya sakin feeling ko gusto ko nalang iiyak eh.. pero at this time wala na siguro ako sa tamang posisyon para mag reklamo…
ako ngayon ang dahilan kung bakit sya ganito. Kung hindi ko nalang sya pinaasang baka sakaling matutunan ko syang mahalin hindi na siguro sya masasaktan…
“I don’t mean to kiss you… sorry” he apologized
“Joshua”
😥 </3
alam ko naman na ginawa nya lang yun para pag selosen si Russeffe eh 😥
“Tsk” sabi nya saka sya umupo sa sulok ng rooftop
*kring kring*
calling… Russeffe
“Joshua?…”
“it’s up to you if you really want to talk to him. It’s not my business anymore..” he coldly answered
sinagot ko yung tawag saka ko ni loud speaker.
I turn it loudfor reasons! after all I’m not a sadist.
[aless…. sorry I really don’t want you to call slut… i am really sorry hindi ko naman kasi alam na kayo na ni Joshua… pero please I know you kung palabas mo lang toh oo selos ako… aless mahal na mahal kit—]
“Joshua!!!” I shouted
[aless??]
*toot*toot*
bigla nalang nya kasi ako iniwan sa roof top e
I just wanted him to saw that I am really moving on.. 😥
bumaba ako ng roof top para hanapin sya…
“Joshua!” I shouted
*sob*
bakit ba ang hilig mo akong iwan sa kanya?!
“Joshua!! *sob* kapag di ka nag pakita *sob* iiyak ako!!!” I shouted
STUPID ALESS!!! umiiyak ka na nga diba?!!
bakit ba tuwing iiwanan nya ako kay russeffe feeling ko sobrang bigat ng hindi ko kakayanin kapag wala sya
I really like you Joshua
gustong gusto kita Joshua!!
Hindi ka dapat nasasaktan ng ganito dahil lang mahal mo ako !
oo tanga ko kasi ni loud ko pa yung phone call pero I did it not to hurt you
I shouldn’t used you as a rebound!
“Joshua!!!” I shouted
tas may bigla nalang may humaltak sakin at hinalikan ako PASSIONATELY
O__O
agad kong tinulak si Russeffe!
“What do you want?! You already hurt me right?!” then I felt that my cheeks are wet again
“aless.. please.. kung hindi totoo to you win… nag selos ako!” he said
too late Russeffe.
I’m starting to fall again…
with Joshua…
“aless”
“DON’T TOUCH ME!!!”
“once is enough russeffe!! *sob* kasi alam mo?? FEELING KO BINASTOS MO AKO!!” then i left him
natapos ang araw hindi ko parin nakikita si Joshua
“nag-away nanaman ba kayo ni Joshua??” ask Grace
“di ko alam”
😥 hindi nya sinasagot ang mga text at tawag ko…
tas tinurn off nya rin yung chat box nya 😥
“sabi sakin ni Joshua masakit ang ulo nya…” said Grace
“alam mo aless dapat mo na talaga syang kausapin…” she added
pag kalabas ko ng school, bahay agad nya ang pinuntahan ko…
ayoko nung sya yung magagalit sakin…
*ding dong ding dong*
“manang nandyan po ba si Joshua??” tanong ko
“opo.. ma’am gusto nyo pong tawagin ko muna??”
“ako nalang po”
then pagka pasok ko ng gate nakita kong umiiyak si Aya
may problema kaya??
“Aya??”
“*sob* ate si kuya! he were all night drunk and screaming like a crazy man *sob* ang sabi ko po kasi kay kuya bawal uminom kasi *sob* magagalit si mom *sob* pero ate ang sama nya huhu dumating sya ng bahay halos po umaga na tapos lasing na lasing pa po *sob* paulit ulit nya pa pong sinasabi yung word na gago habang sinusuntok ang pader *sob* first time ko lang po kasing nakita si kuyang na ca-cuss eh 😥 then he even told me that i’m like them that so stupid!!” she said the she hugged me
Joshua…
ano bang nangyayari sakanya??
is it because of me or dahil pikon na sya sakin? arrrg aless you’re really is STUPID!
natakot ako dun sa kinuwento sakin ni Aya… baka kasi kapag kinausap ko rin sya sigawan nya rin ako pareho pa kaming umiyak! kaya umuwi nalang ako ng bahay
KINABUKASAN
“speaking of Joshua… nakamusta mo ba sya??” ask grace
“hindi”
Grace P.O.V
“hindi”
ha??
tsk! malakas na nga ata tama nitong si parekoy kay aless -.-
nag lalakad ako nun sa may kalsada ng villa nung nakita ko si Joshua na kasama si Mondek…
-.- may tama na eh…
kantahan daw ba naman ni mons si Joshua ng Pusong bato?? tas ito namang isang toh todo palakpak -__-
“baliw na sila…” sabi ko sa sarili ko
mapapagalitan sila ni kuya Nathan if ever na umuwi sila ng ganan sakanila!!
“pare ano ba kasing meron sa Aless nayun ah? maganda ba??” tanong ni mons
“sobra pare!!”
“*hik* oh selos ka??”
“she’s weakly stupid!”
“wow! weak na stupid pa hahah! pattok! ”
“She’s weak because she can’t stand in her own and she’s stupid for allowing that stupid guy to kiss her!!”
“Rebound kalang naman pare diba??”
biglang sumeryoso si Joshua nung tinanong ni monz yun…
kaya yun siguro yung dahilan kung bakit sobrang cold ni Joshua kay aless…
For the first time na nag selos sya sa isang babae out of five na naging ex nya…
*end of POV*
ALESS POV
I’m deadly missing Joshua’s mood 😥
#OverCold na nya kasi
“Joshua?”
“….”
“Galit kaba??”
“no”
“weh?”
“fine!”
“di nga?? :/”
“ano bang gusto mo??!”
😥
“Joshua? ikaw to diba??”
sya yung Joshua na cold sakin diba???
“Joshua I’m starting to hate —”
“so?!”
“should I stop pretending loving you huh?? should I find new girl to help with huh?? should I stop loving you ??” he ask
his tone of saying it…
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hindi ba…
Joshua hindi ba pwedeng tayo nalang??
hindi ba kahit tapos na yung pinangako mo sakin tayo nalang??
hindi ba pwedeng totohanin to Joshua? hindi ba pwedeng…
mahalin ka ng sobra?? ng patago??
“Joshua… :'(”
“Bullsh*t!!” tas bigla nalang syang tumayo!
“Aless am I a dull?? for not telling you that I’m afraid of loosing you huh? that i’m afraid to know the truth?? I’m helping you not because I’m bored aless I helping you because I’m loving you!! o kasi dihil manhi—”
*SLAP*
“SA LAHAT Joshua TAWAGIN MO NA AKO NG KUNG ANO PERO ANG MANHID?! *sob* Joshua GUSTO KO LANG NAMAN NA MARAMDAMAN MO NA GUSTONG GUSTO KO TO! YUNG MGA HALIK MO OO NAAADIK AKO DUN!! YUNG MGA YAKAP MO! YUNG SWEET THOUGHTS MO OO GUSTONG GUSTO KO RIN YUN!!! JOSHUA IKAW LANG NAMAN ANG UMIIWAS EH!! IKAW LANG NAMAN KASI ANG UMIIWAS NA MAIPARAMDAM KO SAYO NA MAS MAHAL NA KITA KAYSA KAY RUSSEFFE! KASI *sob* PALAGI MO NALANG AKONG INIIWAN KAPAG IPINARARAMDAM KO NA SAYO! KASI PALAGI MO AKONG INIIWAN SA HARAPAN NYA J—”
“KASI NGA MAS HINDI KO LALO KAKAYANIN NA IKAW NA MISMO ANG MANG-IWAN SAKIN SA HARAP—”
“OO NA! MAHAL KITA! MAHAL NA MAHAL NA KITA JOSHUA ZEKIEL LORDEZ! IKAW NA YUNG PINAKA UNANG TAONG MINAHAL KO NG GANITO NA HALOS MABALIW AKO KAKAISIP SAYO OO NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA KITA *SOB* SA LAHAT JOSHUA IKAW LANG YUNG NAG PAGANITO SAKIN KAYA SIGURO MAHAL KITA!!!” I screamed,so that it make us like this
O___O <——-
*takip bibig*
[insert song: Say it again]
“what did you just said??” he teased
>/////////////////<
he’s teasing me >///<
papalapit sya ng papalapit sakin…
“J-Joshua sisigaw ako ng rape!!” banta ko
nonsense T^T wala syang pakialam
Waaaaaaaah #FeelingSasabogHere
*tuk*
T__T
masakit!
he put his forehead to mine and then his nose to mine
T______T
waaaaah feeling ko sobrang pula ko na >__<
*pikit*
in 3…2…1
huh? ???
“shouting me lately makes me fall in love to Ms. Alessandrea Madrigad worst. Come, say it again? hahha” tas bigla nyang ginulo yung buhok ko.. T^T
“Josh NAMAN EH!!!”
pinag titripan na aku ng Joshua ko huhu T^T
tas umakbay sya sakin
“salamat JOS-HU WA-E kasi you teach me to love someone that will be better than no other ^__^” sabi ko tapos nag ‘tss’ lang sya sabay smile
kyaaaaaaa ang cute nya pag nag bablush heheh ^___________________________^
WAFU NG JOS-HU-WA-E KOH hihihi
sorry Joshua kasi ngayon ko lang narealize na simula pa lang ikaw na yung guy na may cares sakin ^___^
at salamat kasi alam ko ikaw na ang last at forever ko ^___^
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thanks for reading po 🙂
Ako po si Lovely Rose Azul Arpia 